I’ve been thinking about my life, lately. Well, most of the
time actually. I think all of us always think about our lives constantly. There
are just so many ‘what if’ thoughts that I have…

• What if I did take Biology (didn’t
  take it because I hated the arrogant teacher who taught it at my school in
  Kelantan) during school? Would I have become a doctor instead of a lawyer?
• Is law
  really my ‘thing’? Am I meant to have a career as a lawyer and lecturer? I found it uninteresting to read some judges’ comments and I hate this hierarchy+ seniority stuff because it just made some people, well.. arrogant and snobbish for no reason (kalau cerdik+bagus takpe jugak…ini tidak)
• What
  if I’ve chosen to go to Seoul instead
  of getting married and having a child after finishing my undergraduate studies?
• What if I’ve stayed at TKC instead of moving to SMDAM in KB? (Well, I’ve got to meet more friends by changing schools although it was very painful at first)
• What if I’ve
  remained at my previous firm instead of getting on this SLAB scheme?
• What if I’ve been more patient in some circumstances?
• What if I’ve been more straightforward and frank and on-your-face-you-stupid in some other circumstances?

My life would certainly be different if I had chosen to live my life differently. Choosing is a great power, and a heavy responsibility because it will affect your life. I can wonder all day about this, but I think I’d have more of the ‘what-if’s if I had chosen the other options. If my life is still long enough, then maybe I can catch up on some ‘catchable’ options that I didn’t choose. I guess that’s why they say, "choose wisely, my friend…"