I’m so tired. Sejak Adam balik dari KB ni, dia selalu bangun malam. Pukul 2am dia bangun, nanti dekat2 pukul 6am dia tidur balik. Or, dia bangun pukul 4am lebih and then tak tido langsung dah sampai Nazri pergi kerja. Bangun pagi2 buta tu siap ajak main dgn dia, main khemah la..main selimut laa…ajak tgk TV laa… I’m not the type yang jenis bangun tido pastu boleh pejam mata and tido
semula. Masa siang pun takleh nak tido langsung sebab I’m not the type
yang tido siang, susah nyer.

So, I think it’s just normal if I’m a bit grumpy nowadays due to lack of sleep. Semalam lift kat rumah my sis tak berfungsi, after tunggu around 10-15 minit sambil dukung Adam, kitorang blah turun tangga. Tapi pintu lif tu kena kick sebijik, hilang sifat2 keibuan aku sekejap. My maid pun terkejut. Judging from the its condition, I’m sure the lift has been kicked around several times by everyone else, before me.. Puas hati aku.

Nazri minta SLAB PPUM, dah interview 6/2 lepas. Kalau dia dapat, dia kena resign dari Kementerian Kesihatan and pay them sebulan gaji. Hopefully dia dapat, if we both dapat kerja kat UM senang sikit dari segi location tempat kerja. Dia minta radiology - not a very ‘wealthy’ choice to begin with, tapi asalkan dia suka cukuplaa.

After watching Everybody Loves Raymond, we asked each other this question - would you remarry after I died? He said no. Interesting, eh? Kadang-kadang, we talked about stuff…contohnya aku ‘mengingatkan’ dia yang aku ni dah kawan dgn dia sejak susah (sekarang takdelah senang tapi takdela sesusah masa jadi student dulu,hehehe), and if one day ditakdirkan kita jadi senang, janganlah lupa masa susah kita dulu, sebab aku dah baca banyak kes perempuan2 desperate ambik suami orang…lagi-lagi kalau diorang ingat orang kerja doktor ni kaya (what a busted myth!) . Kekadang tu, ada kes family lelaki sendiri tu jahat robohkan rumahtangga anak menantu dia, pergi introduce perempuan lain kat lelaki tu. Kalaulah aku jadi isteri lelaki tu, aku flying kick family lelaki tu. (Fuh emotional kejap, ni lah akibatnya baca banyak sangat kisah DCCK kat Mingguan Malaysia hari Ahad tu)

Well, I said to him, If he ever cheats on me, I think my first reaction is I will cry, and cry, and cry… And then, I will make him cry. Hehehe. Dia gelak aje. But I know he’s not the gatal type, it’s just that you can never trust anyone 100%. Uban dia pun makin banyak tuh, hehehe!!!