Nazri and I went back Tampin last week. His family inc the uncles/aunties/cousins took their grandma to the kampung, so her friends and the villagers can see her after she got the stroke. Kesian dia, tengok aje apa yang orang lain makan sebab dia tak dapat kunyah, muka tension aje sebab kena telan food dia yang dalam bentuk cecair tu. I asked whether she wanted some chicken soup, and she actually nodded (she used to hate chicken soup). I guess she got fed-up with her canned-food, tapi tak leh nak swallow anything but liquid. Pity her, she’s such a friendly and great woman. And an excellent cook.

Went for a brunch - more like a HEAVY lunch, really - with Sue. I hope the pending matter will be sorted out ASAP. I know how depressing that problem can be, being a woman..*sigh*

I got fed-up with a person who asked about my thesis progress and made ‘komen-komen yang tidak membina’ about it. The next time when the person asked me the same question, I just shrugged and  said ‘ok’ or just smiled and looked somewhere else. I am so tired of answering to people who made such remarks and couldn’t stop babbling about it. It was just a waste of time and made me feel so tensed, when I’m actually working round the clock to finish it! I don’t need the additional stress - I’ve enough stress going on in my life, heck I even got the terrible, terrible baby blues when Adam came out!!!

Another thing that ticks me off is when people starts asking you questions and then challenge your answers just to piss you off. This happens especially with law-related questions. Look, we lawyers/students/whoever did not ‘invent’ the law. Yes, we study the law and sometimes, we also disagree with the law. We would be happy to answer any question that you have. But, you ask us a question and we answer it, why do you have to pick a fight with us over it?  It’s as if it was me who wrote the law myself. Maybe that person did not mean it in that way, but his/her intonation just pissed me off. I felt so tired. When I answered "I don’t know" just to avoid the confrontation, that person would say "what? how come you don’t know? you’re a lawyer!" Yeah I know I’m a lawyer, and yes I do know the answer to that question, I just don’t want to answer it, duh! That’s MY right.

Oh yeah, Nazri bought me a laptop as my birthday gift. Now I can go to the library and do my work there, instead of trying to type at home and having Adam ‘enticing’ me to pick him up all the time...

A ‘distant relative’ is getting engaged, soon. I love to help in weddings and such, but I just don’t want to get blamed for anything, again! Miscommunication seems like a simple matter, but it can hurt you very deep inside when you got blamed for something which was not your fault. I was the person who was very concerned about the stuff, yet instead of being grateful to me,I got the blame because of someone else’s fault. Being sarcastic to me wasn’t helping either, you @#$%^&**&%!!!  I didn’t mind my time, money and energy, but when someone blamed you like that…THAT’S IT. DO IT YOURSELF! If it’s within my own nucleus family,I can still take it, b’coz at least I can ask anything directly in case of any problem, and I can rectify any mistake or just scold my sisters with no heart feeling involved, hahaha.

Hate to blog here when I have to watch out for any undesireable people reading my blog. Maybe I should create a’secret blog’ like some people, sshhhh…