After memboyot sekian lama, my second child Ahmad Adrin was safely delivered at Assunta Hospital on 31 March 2008 at 12.40pm. My second pregnancy was more challenging than the first one, lebih banyak loya, sakit2 dan gatal sini sana, kepenatan, bangun malam etc. Walaupun tak bleeding macam mengandungkan Adam dulu, tapi memang penat mengandungkan Adrin. First bloody show keluar on Sunday the whole day since morning, tapi contraction started at 5.30am on Monday. Daripada setengah jam sekali, by 7.00am dah 5 minit sekali. Takutnya terbersalin dalam kereta sebab  gi hospital time rush hour. Contractions -sakit tapi manageable. Time2 sakit tu hubby suruh posing ambik gambar, ada ke!

Delivery kali ni aku tak ambik epidural.  Sakitnya tak terkata, it was soooo intense!!!! (Nazri kata dia foresee the return of epidural in the next delivery.) Doktor cakap "you’re doing a good job Asnida, ok push…push…" dan kata-kata pujian yang lain, but of course I didn’t buy it sebab aku rasa ni macam tipu aje nak bagi kita semangat. Maybe he could sense it sebab at one time dia kata "this will be over in 3-4 minutes, HONESTLY". Hahaha! But the baby did come out within that 5 minutes!  My doctor was so efficient and he didn’t take a long time to decide on whether I needed help or not (kepala baby ngadap atas). Snip snip snip. Tapi cepat jugak bersalin, even Nazri cakap the same thing. Teran tak byk kali sangat. Nazri kata at one time he thought my eyeballs were coming out of the socket, even the doctor and midwife noticed it. Apa taknya, nak teran bagi baby keluar beb ingat senang ke. Masa teran tu aku sempat jugak kerling tengok muka Nazri yang kepucatan tengok bini dia kesakitan. After delivery tu dia kissed my forehead, Ifelt sooo calm, and tired. Delivery at Assunta was superb!!! It was not as bad as I thought, bgnn dia dah renovate. Beranak kat private memang best. Terima kasih ya bang….

Then the midwife came back with the baby and showed to us that our baby had something white in his right eye, kena tunggu peads tengok. Aku dah penat sangat, tak tau nak cakap apa and only pikir yang elok2 aje dalam kepala. Petang tu peads dtg tengok, dia kata dia pun tak sure, later jumpa optamologist and dia cakap it’s a tumour called dermoid gitu la. I’m only interested to know whether it’s benign or malign. Thankfully it’s benign, otherwise aku tak tau apa jadi kat aku time tuh. Boleh jadi gila agaknya. Dah jumpa specialist kat HUSM masa pantang ni, dia kata that thing kena remove tapi boleh buat within one year ni tunggu baby besar sikit. Takut later akan affect eyesight dia.

Aku pantang kat KB, Adam asyik buat haal memanjang sebab bibik lama sudah gone baby gone, bibik baru ni ganas sikit. Bibik yang sedia ada kat rumah mak aku kat KB pun dah balik Indon and bibik yg baru sampai cuma 2 weeks before. Jenuh aku kena train diorang, pastu budak2 tak biasa lagi dgn bibik, and bibik2 tak biasa lagi dgn rumah tu. Aku tak bagi bibik tu mandikan anak aku sebab dia as I said a bit kasar, tak pernah kawin and tak pernah jaga baby. Nasib baik Puan Nik Haryati pun bersalin time2 sama so ada la orang  yg menderita + penat + tak cukup tido dgn aku. Adam pulak malam2 ngigau, dia takes turn dgn adik dia berjaga
malam. Sorang tido sorang bangun, pastu bila yg ni dah tido yg sorang lagi bgn pulak.

I need sleeeeeppp…….zzzzz…..